Win this Fight

I came across this solemn prayer I wrote out some time ago. We all have struggles. We all stumble, struggle, and at times come up short. We all feel alone at times, doubt, and lose hope at times in our lives. May this prayer remind you of the One who will never give up on you. 

 Lord, Hear Me

 
Am I that different? Am I deceived? Do I lack faith? Do I just need to believe? 

 
Why do I feel alone in this fight? To want to make a difference, to truly be a light? 

 
I want to matter more. I want to make a bigger mark. Yet it seems to me, that I’m alone, fighting in the dark. 

 
Yes others are doing this, but they seem so far away. I wish I had someone here with me, who felt this same way. 

 
To be passionate about things that matter, consumed with living God’s best. No matter the price- the sacrifice of passing all God’s tests. 

 
Is there someone who can do more than push me, but love me through it all. To race with me, fight with me, and pick me up when I fall?

 
I want warmth. Inspiration. Encouragement from near. Not just at a distance or digitally, but next to me. Right here.  

 
But should it not come, I pray I will draw near. To the One who created me. To the One who removes my fears.  

 
Thank You Lord for Your comfort, when none seems in sight. It is because of You, I know, I will win this fight!